Where did the time go??
I’m always telling other people about keeping their website up to date, and here I am with December 4th as my last blog post. Yikes!
We had Thanksgiving and Christmas and New Years and birthdays….family occasions that reaffirm life and love. Now I can build on all of that holiday love and take my own creativity to its next level. The love of family and friends helps to put the passion and joy in my creative work.
One of my greatest joys right now is the creation of Soul/Deepbody music for people. I LOVE RECORDING this music. What is it? The purpose of Soul/Deepbody music is for an individual to have music written just for him/her that reflects and supports their birth energies and life purpose. The music is composed, performed, recorded by me/my soul and the person’s soul.
It is awesome to enter into this spiritual space to allow that music to be created. Of course since it has the purpose of supporting life purpose and allowing the body of the person to continually change to also support the person’s life purpose, the music is challenging both to the person and to me. But it is a truly wonderful challenge!
What is a person’s deepbody? To the best of my understanding, it is our physical structure that goes beyond the organs, and physical appearance into the fundamental non-visual physical levels of the human body. This deep body is totally connected to the person’s soul/spirit and supports the person’s life purpose as action in the world.
From giving birth to my own three children, and watching them mature into adults, it has been obvious to me that each person comes into the world with a unique purpose, a unique set of gifts and challenges, and a unique way of connecting into the world. I believe that this unique purpose is sacred.
I believe that we are all spiritual beings who are connected together in a larger weaving of life that ultimately is connected to the Source of all life. Our unique life purpose is critically important because it is an essential part of this weaving of life. Without each of us fulfilling our life purpose, something is lost in the weaving. The beauty of the universal weaving is diminished.
So…..I create music by connecting spiritually to the very special soul and life purpose of the person I am writing music for, and allow the music to reflect the deep spiritual meaning in that person’s life. The music supports the action in the world of that unique human being in the fulfillment of his/her own life purpose. The soul vibration carried in the music is tranformative to the person for whom the Soul/Deepbody music was created.
There are many artists who paint soul paintings with the same purpose because artwork also carries a transformative vibration.
HERE IS A NARRATIVE POEM….
written by me in celebration of The Beloved for the New Year.
1946
My soul awakens
enfolded in the embrace of love
new earth life beginning…
born to become woman…
prodigy musician…
The Beloved.
Child life lived in joy….
music discovered…
frolicking in the beauty of nature..
prodigy music flowing..
feeling loved and protected….
and loved by The Beloved.
Deep spiritual awareness…
talking with the Beloved often..
expressing through
passionate playing of classical piano music…
especially all things Russian…
1965
Passionate musician wandering…
Where has she gone?
Where is her music?
1967
The Beloved continues its unseen embrace…
expressed…
love with my husband..
my children..
my family…
music flowing as music teacher, organist, pianist…
teaching me of life and love…
showing me of passion…
and courage…
Love continues to unfold…
while prodigy musician…
sleeps…
waiting her time of unfoldment…
waiting in the arms of The Beloved.
1978
The Beloved calls!
Wake up!
Time to journey…
into the cave…the womb…
Revive the passion…
Risk the unknown…
Mentors emerge…
Sr. Marian Droba
Conrad and Ilene Satala…
transformative teachers….
Journey into
a deepened and expanded awareness of the unseen world…
of the portals…of the energy world around me…
of healing through my hands…
supported by The Beloved…
sustained and healed by the unseen world.
Then….called forward by soul…
I walk from the underworld back into the above world..
in the embrace of The Beloved.
Transformed woman…
dreamed into the potential sacred music..
my own unique music for this lifetime…
Love is deepened…
family…
friends…
music…
sacred ritual…
Life moves and shakes…
The Beloved dances with me..
Carries me!
1987
The Mayan priestess awakens…
journeys to Chichen-Itza…Copan…Palenque…
Yaxchilan…Sayil…Coba…
dreams of a lifetime lived as an awakened creative being…
music being born..
An album…Mayan Dream…
A business born…Mayan Dream Productions.
The first stirrings of the music that is
My Soul Music…The Beloved.
1990
The Beloved..
released to the world as music…
carrying unconditional love..
passionately bringing…
that relationship which has been mine since birth…
into music of healing…joy…aliveness…soul/deepbody union…
An album of this passionate journey of the heart:
The Beloved, Watchers, Stille Pointe, Chilam, Walking the Labyrinth, Mayan Portal…
An album that transformed me.
1995
Travel into the great caves in Mexico…
Shaman guide through initiation fire sites.
Another album is dreamed…
and created…
Dancers of the Flame is released into the world…
Celebration of creative fire…
danced and lived by me in the arms of The Beloved.
2000
A new millennium begins…
Life purpose deepens…
new music continues to flow
from my heart and hands…
an unlimited source of creativity from
the portal of the Music Universe…
The Journey of Joy…
Edgewalker…Wisdom Sings in Violet Beauty…
Heart of Sky/Heart of Earth…
Re-release of Mayan Dream/Dancers of the Flame…
all music that continues to dance
my HEART on the Earth…
in profound gratitude to the Source of all creativity…
from The Beloved.
2007
Another transformative weaving is begun…
the weaving of the unseen world…
flowing energy from Source…
light from the ONE…
Dreaming me into…
a new place…
myself…The Beloved…
no longer separate, but one BEING.
Sacred business woman…
shaman performer, composer, recording artist…
THE BELOVED living, and loving in the world…
continuing to be dreamed…
in love..
continuing the dance!
(c) copyright 2007. Mayan Dream Productions.